Cindy’s Blog

Quite a while not able to update my blog, Bunga raya’s wireless got problem so cant online for more than 1 month already. Last week a very unhappy thing happen and i dont know actually i should blame who. My friend say no need to blame myself as it’s a team work and no one realised that i “accidently” ignored what the question ask me to do. What happen to me?? I also hate myself for being so ignorance, should have read and gone through the question, words by words, and not just pay attention on what the outlines for the report.

The thing is people had put their trust on me, and believe i can do the best and yes, i do believe i can do it as long i put effort and confidence in it. Who knows that i made the terrible careless mistakes that i always hate to do so. Since primary school, my teacher always remind me for my careless mistakes which i also cannot understand why i would have done such a silly mistake and lost the marks. Even in UPSR, mathematics paper especially, the question was so damn easy and its not a problem for me at all, but it ended up as a wrong answer for i saw the numbers wrongly or even calculated it wrongly. Everything goes wrong and it’s very annoying for being such a careless person. I just couldn’t stand myself being one.

Eventhough people always say tha i have done a good job, but for me it is not a good job if there is even a minor mistake in typing, spelling and everything. I alwaysa try to be a perfectionist. Maybe that’s the best way to cure my carelessness. So, friends, don’t blame me if i’m putting much complaints on the mistakes that any other people made in their paper works or presentations, cause i just can’t afford to keep one eye close on some mistake that are not forgivable..